CelestrianStar

It's been ages since I've been on here, let alone actually sat down and drawn anything.  Life just hasn't been giving me much positive reason too.  I do have an idea for a tribute drawing for breast cancer awareness but part of me is keeping me from sitting down and doing it.  It's almost like part of me believes that by doing this picture it's like I'm giving up on my Mom.  It doesn't help that the one person I should be able to call and talk to has pretty much dropped out of the friendship and hasn't called even once or returned a text/call since they found out about the news.  I just don't know what to do.  Should I just force myself to do

Hey guys sorry I've been so absent lately but between crazy work hours and dealing with my mom's cancer and the necessary chemo I just haven't been up to logging in or even posting anything lately.  I miss talking to you guys and I'm gonna try to start logging in again.  Hopefully, we'll actually manage to catch each other some day.  That would be nice.

You know I never believed the whole superstition about 13 being unlucky until this year.  So far it's brought nothing but pain and anguish to this artist.  I've been having issues with my wrist more and more frequently along with my severe back pain, got into a wreck and found out some major bad news about my family and that was just February, I don't even know what March is going to bring to the ass kicking I'm getting.  But at least everything going on has inspired a couple new pieces, when I haven't really been able to do anything in ages...  But I still would rather go back to being blocked then have this crap happen.  Life really sucks r